Yesterday, for an hour or so, I tossed a plastic stingray, lobster, and octopus onto the floor of the community pool for our 6 year old to swim down and return triumphantly. He loves this game, and so does his younger brother who also took turns throwing the “sinkies” while splashing around in his floaties. Continue reading “The Infinite Game”
Category Archives: Attentiveness
Religion DTR
In college, we used to jokingly talk about “the DTR”… where two people, with unspoken interest in a romantic relationship need to take time to “define the relationship.”
It’s a great turn of phrase and a useful tool.
It is worth it, too, to periodically have a DTR with one’s practice of religion.
That is, does my practice of religion:
Pad my ego and sense of superiority?
Narrow what I am willing to see?
Or does it represent a humbling preparation to enter a mystery of love, to engage a life more abundant than we could have imagined or engineered?
1984 or Brave New World
In school, we were introduced to two classic dystopian visions of the future: 1984 and Brave New World.
In 1984, the tyranny of a fearsome dictator reduces humans to submissive beings.
In Brave New World, humans are so preoccupied with pleasure and trivialities, they subdue themselves into submissive beings.
In your world, which one is coming true?
You Don’t Need Permission
To contribute generously in a challenging situation.
To show up a daily habit of meditation or prayer.
To gather a small group for a purpose close to your heart.
To open that conversation.
You don’t need permission to begin doing any of these things.
Or, put another way, the only person you need permission from is you.
A New Decision
When someone says “no” to something we offer them, we can beg them to change their mind, but it probably won’t work.
What we can do, though, is offer a subsequent opportunity to make a new decision based on new information.
That is, we can offer a little more insight, and invite them to take another step forward.
Talking About the Problem
Talking about fixing problems… is not the same as actually addressing them.
Yes, talking about strategy is important. It should also not be confused with the action, the actual fixing.
Here may be the hard part: Talking about a problem, finally getting it out in the open can feel good. A sense of relief follows. But if we let the tension of the moment drain all the way out, we will never do the thing we said we would do.
Lurk or Lead
At work, at church, in your family, or online… Do we typically lurk (that is, sit in the back without interacting, watching what other people do) or lead (by connecting with one or more people, by starting a conversation about what is important)?
Lurking is easy to fall into. It can be scary to speak up, especially in the presence of a difficult problem.
But difficult problems are the only ones that are left. All of the easy ones are taken.
And so, leadership, not lurking, is really what we need from each other.
What does leadership look like? To risk having the generous conversation, to offer the next best idea to move the issue forward. To see someone as they are (and not as we want them to be), and then inviting them to be generous as well.
Leadership does not have to be loud or in front of everyone. We can lead from any chair in the “orchestra” of a community… as a conductor, an oboist, or the person who stacks the chairs at the end of the day. We each see something important and can make things better.
We need to lead, not lurk.
Mistakes Were Made but Not by Me
Mistakes were made (but not by me) is a delightfully devastating book chronicling the human tendency to avoid responsibility, to self-justify, to make ourselves look good.
Seen in one way, it lays bare our compulsion to try to control our own sense of goodness.
Holiness, by contrast, consists in coming to realize that:
(1) we are, truly, not any better than anyone else and are quite capable of petty and destructive behavior.
(2) we are, in fact, very, very good… much more so than we could ever manufacture by ourselves, and that unique goodness is a wildly extravagant gift.
Seeing this frees us to avoid the exhausting dead end of a life lived out of the “mistakes were made but not by me” mantra.
So freed, we are able to see that (and talk about how) we participate in a system that is not functioning as well as it could. And then we can ask: “How can I help?” “How can I show up in generosity, bravery, and love to participate (better) in this system?”
The answer to these questions may likely consist in doing less things, but seeing more deeply.
Children Are Capable of Depth
My life is blessed with ample evidence of the depth of the interior life of children, and I know that I want to center the recognition of this reality in my life. And yet! It is easy for me, in the daily churn, to forget this depth and / or to act like I haveContinue reading “Children Are Capable of Depth”
Ticker Watching
Have you ever seen one of those cable news finance shows with the stock ticker running on the screen? They are tough to watch for any length of time. There is a LOT of information (paired with emotion-laden narratives spun from that information).
XYZ is up! (But for how long!?)
ABC is down! (Catastrophe! And then HIJ said this thing about LMNOP!)
Sometimes, we do a similar thing with our inner lives, “ticker watching” how happy we are at any moment. We survey and analyze everything that happens through this narrow “happy” lens until we are so exhausted we cannot find the happiness we sought in the first place.
Better to suspend this hyper-analysis, orient our interior life to a longer time horizon, and live more deeply into the experience of active love.
This will lead to places that do not look “happy” at first glance, but ultimately to a deeper joy, more durable contentment, and lasting peace.
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